Wednesday, May 13, 2009

holidays finally. time to enjoy myself and have targets!

but really, i think there will be this thing about women that i can never understand.

but whatever, just do whatever you like, i can't care less. its almost at a mental stage.

looked up @ 12:46 PM

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

i have no idea how to apply whatever i'm studying to the text we will get on monday. what the heck. 

i still have the whole freaking sounds/features of english to memorise.


then there's geography, a shoe box high of notes. wonderful.


inhuman, i tried to start early, but i'm back in this rut again. 

come on, next time i will be on track. hai.

looked up @ 9:02 PM

Monday, April 06, 2009

i really have no idea how to take my exams, yeah, i wasn't keeping up with work throughout the semester so i'm pretty screwed now. looks like i have to start mugging alr. haha.

looked up @ 8:11 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

should we be seeing things from such a commercial standpoint? lives are worth nothing like a transaction and seemingly wasted for the purpose financial freedom. there is no doubt that there is some truth in what you said, but i concluded, 

you will always regret and be cynical of your decisions made 40 years ago, because there are too many "if only"s and because things are this way. we are beings who are designed for regret.

theres nothing more demoralising than a father and son talk.

looked up @ 9:24 AM

Sunday, February 01, 2009

deleted. to savour the memories as they are.


been busy. so much work its maddness. fruitful CNY.

looked up @ 2:31 PM

Friday, December 05, 2008


Went for the mendaki camp, enjoyable. great fun. Now that its over, some part of me feels like having a 3day 2night thingy. hahaha. but because I wasn't on the planning comm. So its much much easier. great bonding time for everyone. more photos to come.

looked up @ 11:50 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

To walk away anytime and to prevent the sorrow when it eventually disappears. I always tell myself, 3/4. This afternoon I was 4/4, I was vulnerable, and nothing helped. I just needed a few words, and I couldn't find them.

I was just awoken to my one (and only) rule:


Thou shall not step 100% into it. 


I'm losing faith, at times I feel like shit and I want out. 
Perhaps its just the seasonal effects.



looked up @ 11:15 PM

I feel so much better after talking to meihui. thanks miss goh. really calmed me down. wish you luck for the exams !!

looked up @ 6:42 PM

I feel

I feel vulnerable, I feel stressed, I feel like there is nothing I can do to help myself. I feel I'm at a dead end. I feel weak. I feel I'm on the brink of giving up.

Why did I even choose this route?

 I should have just done something else, anything else seems like a good choice at this point of time. Someone, help me please. I really need it.

looked up @ 12:51 PM

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